2009-07-12, 1:43 a.m.

I am clockwork.

I am planned to every motion.
Every tick along my chosen path ties me to the track upon which my cogs roll.

My choices are wrong.
But I can't help them.
So I tick.

I wish I could have chaos and a path chosen, not welded. I wish I could contort it to my will.

I am tired of impulse.

And the impulse slice, like a metal coat hanger through wet skin.


And I bleed... to control something, uncontrolable.

My sphere controls me.
It's too late for democracy, my clockwork has out voted me. I am no longer in control.

"I'm like a dog chasing cars, I wouldn't know what to do with one if I caught it... I just do things."
-the Joker

Do nothing

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